I am still not sure about it...

the new background is not that exciting...i am not sure if it inspires me...at all...I feel like it just looks like a mountain of work...someone wrote in all those books...pages and pages...and I am unable to come up with a measly little post...
I know, and then it just get worse from there, cause then I realize how pathetic I truly am, to be overwhelmed by my own blog, which I can create to say as little or as much as I want it too...anything i choose to write about will do...I can write about nothing even...well I often do actually...but no...I am here...terrified... thinking of those piles and piles of pages written by someone who took time to be far more profound than me...and so I stare at a blank 'new post' page wondering about what to write...I am not even worried about it being worthy or imaginative...just to get something down, it's not even in complete sentences...just like meeting new people and then having to give them a bath as soon as you introduce yourself...yup...thats how terrified I am right now...of my own blog, it's just that scary...